December 2010
I'm drastically changing my life
And I’m so serious.
I’m not happy and its putting a damper on everything in my life the only thing to do is to change it and live my life the way I want
I will not let my desire and need for money take over my happiness. I am the only one who can change myself and I will. I have the power to change and be the happiest I’ve ever been. And that’s what I plan to do.
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I really want to see this eclipse
But its too cold to watch it from outside
My hotel room doesn’t have a sky light
I can’t see the moon from my hotel room
And I’m exhausted
All signs point to me missing this lunar eclipse on winter solstice aka the darkest night in 372 years for lack of seeing the outside world
torontonative asked: I'M GOING TO YOUR HOUSE TOMORROW!
torontonative asked: I'M GOING TO YOUR HOUSE TOMORROW!
the 24 hour to do list
Misc. shower etc.
pack for virginia
confirm everything is packed for virginia
make sure passport is packed
charge ipod
charge blackberry at work because i left it in the car
make plans with bayly about tomorrow
sleep
wake up and be miserable about going to work
drive cousins to the bus stop
come back to the house and eat multi grain cheerios whle watching billy the exterminator
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im sick of driving my car in snow
fuck my life i feel like im going to die. i have no idea why but i feel like my car cant drive if there’s snow. its so easily manipulated and the wheels get stuck all the time.
tonight coming home, i almost lost control of the car. twice. and almost got stuck in a ditch. luckily time isnt worth risking my life for so i just didnt touch the gas and let the car roll all the way home.
DEAR...
im going to warped tour for woe is me
jesus loves you .
Alex is a slut :D
And I have the greatest proof!